Est.062304

Mmm i call her tUTU, the bond we have is like no other, of course we have are ups & downs (who doesnt) but that doesnt stop us, never has & never will she means soo much to me & i cant imagin life without her, if you fuckin with her you fuckin wit me bL00D && ill drop that ass in a quick second need that.? its nothinggg go hard or go home biTCHES.!!!! haters knock it the fuck off or get knocked the fuckk down && thats on ME bL00D.! neways ima be there reguardless of the situation yess igaf & i love her more then any unrelitive on this earth & that shhits from the heart, noone, i repeat N00NE will ever change that ,so haters keep doing ya job i love you Ashley Howard you the fkN` best(friend).!! [:

cRUSH ..

A crush for me was not the precedent of a relationship, it was a relationship in itself: a relationship of the mind. With a crush I could practice desire without rejection, a powerful tool for a girl raised to be mortified by dismissal.

Crushes can be thrilling, and I am passionate that crushes should be celebrated in their own right, but they are no practice for the negotiation of a living relationship. So why does it still feel like a guilty secret to admit I crave the thrill of those beautiful people?